Michelle looked at him as she shook her head looking around a bit.  Not that the room was bad it was actually pretty nice, but she knew she didn't own a place and she was very sure that they didn't have a place, but she kept calm knowing he was just not taking his meds and figured Patrick would show up soon.

||Michelle||- You know, the way you keep kidnapping me when you aren't on your meds, people are going to start thinking you like me, and you're going to lose your image.. 

She teased a bit keeping him calm as she just watched him walk around the room a bit watching her, she was hoping if he could remember that they weren't a couple and he didn't like her that he would snap out of what ever this was. .

Michelle looked at him a bit when he said that, knowing he wasn't in his right mind right now.

Michelle: Don't you think you should call, Pat, and let him know where we are, he may want to see the house.

She said as she was trying to be nice and trick him. .

Well that was good as she smiled a bit thinking about it, keeping him calm.

Michelle: Good. 

She said looking around thinking about it. 

Michelle: Is my bag around here some place, I probably should work on some school work, so I don't get in trouble.

She said trying to buy some time. .

She was a bit shocked when he said that, as she looked around a bit as she looked at her bag.

Michelle: Thank you.

She said as she sat back down on the bed just looking around a bit.. .

She opened her bag to see what she had in there as she didn't have any of her books... Which was bad as she was thinking about it.

Michelle: I guess I left my books back at the campus.

She sighed thinking about it.  Not that she had any work to do anyways but he didn't know that.

Michelle: I'll just head back to the campus and get them. so I don't get behind on anything.

She said standing up hoping he would let her do this..

She looked at him thinking about it.

Michelle: Just keep it on the warmer for me.  I can be quick when I want to be.

She smiled joking a bit, as he was thinking about it.

Michelle: You know I can't afford to drop in any classes, I need to maintain my grade.

Neil: Alright, but make it quick.

She said as she didn't even fight it when he kissed her, playing along as she let him kiss her for a moment and kissed him back, she looked at him, as she felt a bit strange, she licked her lips a bit looking at him as she smiled warmly.

Michelle: I'll be right back..

She said as he opened the door for her, and let her out, she walked out looking around seeing she was still in town as she went walking down the street, she rushed and got out of sight and then called Pat letting him know..

It was a few hours later when Pat called her letting her know Neil was medicated and he thanked her for it.. She hung up the phone getting her things as she then went home.  Morning came she was back at campus as she was walking down the hall.

Neil: Get out of the way, you're moving too slow!

He yelled at her as she had been deep in thought, she was actually thinking about that kiss , when he snapped her out of it as she looked at him, blushing a moment.

Michelle: Sorry.

She said in a small voice as he just pushed past her as she hit the wall a bit, as she sighed seeing he was back to his hateful self.

Michelle: Glad to see your back to your old self.

she sighed shaking her head a bit, knowing to stay away from him, unless she wanted to hear his insults or him doing other cruel things to her.  She just walked off holding her books hoping this would be a quick day... .

She nodded as she looked at Jessie.

Michelle: Yeah , I'm fine... A lot more tame than he usually is.

She said as she just brushed it off as she looked at Jessie smiling a bit.. .

She stood there thinking about it a bit, as she knew his life pretty good from what happened to her, and with his brother.

Michelle: It's not all his fault.  He's had a tough life and continues to struggle. 

She said in his defense as Jessie looked at her shocked she was defending him. 

Michelle: What?  I've got to know him a bit, and know what he has gone thru and what he is going thru because of his illness.

She said honestly .

She thought about what he had done to her and what had happened as it had taken a lot for her to deal with it, and to be able to go on with life.

Michelle: I know it looks that way, but it's really not, Jessie.

She said honestly. 

Michelle: He really is sick and he had been having a lot of problems with his medication.  He has his slip ups now and then, but he's still learning as he goes, and now he's on medication that keeps in his right mind.. 

Even if that mind hates her and can't even stand the site of her, at least he wasn't' wanting to hurt anyone, and wasn't mean to anyone... but her.. but she could handle it, knowing what he had gone thru and what he was going thru .

She looked at him. 

Michelle: Jessie, I've seen every color of him.

She said as she had seen all sides of him, his good his bad and his really messed up.

Jessie smiled a bit hugging her as she hugged him back. 

Michelle: Besides it isn't going to matter, he cant' even stand to look at me now so I don't even have to worry and after today I'm going for the entire weekend.

She smiled as she had set up a camping trip for herself, needing to get away for a bit.  She was very much looking forward to it.  They talked a bit more as she went heading to class , knowing this was the last class she had to deal with before her long weekend away. .

She walked out with her things as she saw and heard what was going on as she knew that story too, but not from Jessie.

Michelle: Neil , back off, she didn't say anything.

She said as she gently touched his arm as he jerked away a bit.

Michelle: Just relax, your brother is right outside waiting for you, don't make a scene in front of him.

He glared at her..

Neil: He can't save you from me always, Michelle.

She just sighed..

Michelle: Go home, Neil.

She said as she watched him walk off heading to where his brother was as she just shook her head a bit calming Jessie down as her brother came up taking her away leaving Michelle all alone like usual as she just went heading out, glad she was going to be far away from this , over the weekend..

She saw the look on his face and knew he wasn't happy about saying it.  She wasn't going to push it or make him angry.

Michelle: It's okay, but thank you for saying it. 

She said trying to sound grateful so he wouldn't be so mad at her but saw him glaring at her.

Michelle: You have a nice weekend.

she said in a small voice as she just lowered her head a bit walking off.  She put her things in her car as she sighed a bit... She looked up at the school.. She didn't fit in, she had really no one to talk with, she only saw Jessie when she wasn't busy with her friends, brother or boy friend... 

Michelle: Maybe I should just drop out.. 

She said thinking about it a she went heading for the drivers side knowing the weekend was hers, and at least she didn't' have to worry about Neil being mean and hateful she was free to just relax and do a bit of fishing and she got the best cabin at such a good price, she smiled thinking about it as she drove out there. .

When he walked inside he was shocked to see Michelle napping on the couch. He didn't expect her there at all, but did remember her saying to Jessie that she was leaving for the weekend.  He looked around seeing her suit case on the floor in the corner..

She laid there on the couch still sleeping as he came back out of the one room, he heard her say his name in her sleep as she let out a content sigh, as she had been dreaming about him..

She felt the hand on her as she opened her eyes waking up, she saw him standing there as she thought she was seeing things at first.

Michelle: Neil?

She looked at him confused, then a bit scared seeing him there as she knew he didn't like her as she looked around moving a bit...

She looked at him when he said that, she had no idea that he was planning on being here as she was thinking about it.

Michelle: I'm sorry , I didn't know that you were planning on being here... I can go.

She said not wanting him mad at her, or anything, as she started to move her cell went off Neil looked at the table where it was seeing it was his brother.

Neil: Why is Pat calling you?

She reached for the phone but he grabbed it.

Neil: You're screwing him, arent' you.

She looked at him shocked.

Michelle: Of course not.

she said as she tried to grab her phone from him but he didn't give it as she looked at him, jumping when he thru it against the wall as he glared at her as she looked back at him.

Michelle: You didn't have to do that , you jerk.

She said as she saw him getting up looking at her pissed thinking she was fucking his brother...

She glared at him.

Michelle: I am not fucking your brother...

She said as she didn't buy for a second that he loved her or even liked her, but she didn't feel like she had to defend herself.

Michelle: He's just a friend

She said knowing he had been a good support system for her when Neil had first attacked her. Neil glared at her not believing her as she just shook her head and started to walk away from him.

Michelle: Whatever, I don't owe you any explanation, you're not in charge of me.

She said having enough as she just went up to the rooms looking for her things so she could leave..

She was walking out as she saw him messing with her car as she sighed, she pushed him away as she checked to make sure it was alright as she then closed the lid.

Michelle: Leave my car alone..

She said thinking about how much it had cost her the last time he had messed with her car.  She grabbed her things and tossed them in the back seat as she went pulling her keys out and opening the drivers side door..

She watched what he did as she sighed a bit, she just couldn't get a break here.  She hadn't done a thing to him she was just wanting a weekend away from all this stress...

Michelle: We have nothing to work out, Neil..

She said simply as he dropped the screw driver and walked over to her picking her up and carrying her inside as she gasped shocked he was so strong.

Michelle: Holy crap, you're strong..

She said never really realizing it, mainly when he kidnapped her he knocked her out first so never knew he actually picked her up and carried her out...

She sat there as she looked at Neil shaking her head as she wasn't with his brother, she wasn't doing anything with him.

Michelle: I'm not with your brother, he's just a friend, he usually calls when he is looking for you.

She said honestly. ...

She looked at him when he said that as she was thinking about it. 

Michelle: You need the medication, Neil, with out it you're violent, and you do things that you would never do with out the medication. 

Yea so he only didn't like her when he was medicated. 

Michelle: if it bothers you that much though, maybe you should talk to the doctor and see what else can be done for you.

She said thinking about it. ...

She shook her head as she looked at him thinking about it.

Michelle: You don't love me Neil, you've always hated me, even back before you had to take medication you hated me.

She pointed out as he had always been cruel to me, 

Michelle: Just with you getting sick and everything else, you became obsessed when you're not medicated... but you don't love me.

She said as she remembered all the things he had said and done to her and how he was when he was him usual self as he didn't seem to even be able to tolerate her. ...

She looked at him when he said htat. 

Michelle: Soul Meat huh?  I think you're hungry, not in love. 

She said as she just got up after a moment, she picked up her cell phone seeing it was working as she started to call his brother.

Michelle: You'll feel like your old self when you're back on your meds , or get new meds.

She said as she dialed his brother waiting for Pat to pick up. ...

She looked at him as she was thinking about it... She knew she shouldn't, she knew that she should call but she saw how he was looking at her, as she couldn't say no to him.

Michelle: Okay. ...

She nodded as she looked at him as she was thinking about it as held the phone looking at him.

Michelle: Okay.

She said as she stood there..

Michelle: You know he's going to be mad at you for not checking in, right?...

She nodded a bit as she stood there a moment, she figured he would want some alone time , seeing as he didn't want his own brother to know where he was, as she started to leave.

Neil: So how long have you been screwing my brother.

She sighed. 

Michelle: Don't start that again, Neil. 

She said simply going to the room he had first put her things in as she closed the door.  Hoping she made the right choice by not calling his brother. ...

She just shook her head as she sat there on her bed, she sighed a bit thinking this was a huge mistake, but she wanted to try to at least keep her word.  He couldn't get that bad in just a couple days, anyways... right?

She jumped up when he said that as she knew how bad of a cook he was.

Michelle: No!

She said as she moved to him.

Michelle: I'll cook us, I brought a lot of food.

She said as she smiled at him seeing him nod his head, as even he knew he was a horrible cook..

She looked at him when he said that not sure what to think at the moment, but smiled a bit.

Michelle: Thanks.

She said as she walked down to the kitchen as he followed.  Not taking his eyes off her as she pulled food out and then a couple pans as she had some chicken breasts going and some veggies.

She shrugged a bit as she was thinking about it.

Michelle: Happens when you grow up alone.

She said as she had to learn to cook.  She looked at him as dinner was almost done.

Michelle: But you're not eating a thing until you clean up, you're dirty.

She said as he looked at her shocked she was telling him what to do, but the look on her face told him she was serious as he went up cleaning up, by the time he was done she had dinner on the table and drinks in the glasses as she was just sitting down.

Michelle: Good timing.

She looked at him as she nodded.

Michelle: didn't tell you to take a bath , said to wash up, your face was dirty and you had dirt or something on your hands.

She said as he nodded a bit, but still wasn't happy as they just sat there eating a bit, as when he was done he got up walking off as she sighed a bit, getting up as she went cleaning up the dinner mess herself, as she washed dishes , drying them and putting them away.  She put the left overs away as she then turned the kitchen light off as she walked out seeing him laying on the couch watching tv...

Michelle: I'm going to shower and head to bed..

She said figuring he was wanting to be left alone and since he already took two baths he wouldn't need it now so went up as she went into the bathroom, she closed the door and then turned the water on.  She stripped down and then climbed in the shower.

She heard the door and heard Neil calling for her as she put on a robe and came down as she looked at the police letting them in.

Michelle: Hey.

She said as they were updating her on her fathers murder..

Michelle: You think the killer is in the kingdom?

They nodded worried about her safety, but that was good to her, it was a sign that he may actually be arrested soon.

Michelle: I'll be careful.

She said thinking about it, she had told the police where she was going just incase they did have news for her so she wasn't shocked that they found her..

He didn't have to worry , these cops didn't know who he was and she didn't say anything to them about him as they left after a little bit, leaving Michelle there alone to think about things..

Neil: Move, I was sitting there.

She jumped up.

Michelle: Sorry.

She said as he hoped on the couch as she just walked up stairs.

She didn't say anything for a moment, as she just went up there, then heard him yelling upset that she wasn't saying it was okay as he ran up at her a bit as she looked at him.

Michelle: It's okay, I'm sorry I was in your spot.

She said not wanting to upset him, as he backed her up against the wall a bit.

Neil: You're not sorry, you don't even care that I'm trying so hard to be nice to you.

She looked up at him.

Michelle: I do, I'm sorry if it doesn't feel that way.

She said honestly as she looked up at him, as he didn't believe her, a part of him thinking she was still going to call his brother, and thinking she was sleeping with him.

She looked at him when he said that.

Michelle: I don't hate, you.

She said honestly, as everything she had put with, gone thru for him, it should show anything but hate, because she didn't hate him, she was crazy about him, but felt by how he treated her that he hated her..

She looked up at him when he said that as she didn't really know what to say, as she just looked at him, she saw him getting mad at her as he punched the wall by her head as she winced a bit closing her eyes a moment then looked at him, seeing him glare at her... She didn't know what to do, didn't really think she just grabbed him and kissed him.  He was shocked and to her relief not angry as he was kissing her back...

She heard him say her name as she looked at him.

Michelle: Neil..

She said as she kissed him again.  Pulling him closer to her, as she did want to be like this with him.  She didn't fight it as he lifted her up against the wall and her robe went on the floor, she pulled his shirt from him, showing she was willing as he rid of his clothes, as she moaned out feeling him thrust into her.

Michelle: Neil..

She moaned out his name as she felt him deep inside her, his mouth on her as she started to kiss him back as her legs wrapped around him as they were going hot and heavy against the wall for a moment until he carried her to the closes room as they continued on the bed...

She smiled hearing him say that as she leaned up kissing him softly.

Michelle: I love you, too...

She was shocked when he said that as she was thinking abouti t.

Michelle: Married...

She said as she hadn't thought about it.

Michelle: Don't you think we should finish school first?..

She frowned when he said that as she sat up a bit looking at him.

Michelle: That isn't fair...

She said upset as she looked at him.

Michelle: Just because I'm not ready to get married, you think I'm regretting.....

She looked at him when he said that as this wasn't right, she didn't deserve to be treated like this.

Michelle: You know he only is trying to help you.  You're not right when you're not medicated, you're okay now but it hasn't fully worn off.

She said thinking about it.

Michelle: When your medicated your fine until you see me,  so maybe I'm your problem.

She frowned thinking about it as she moved off the bed, wrapping the sheet around her. knowing that he had to have something he was sick and would get into trouble with out his medication. ..

She looked at him when he said that as she was thinking about it.

Michelle: Then call the clinic in the morning talk to them about it, ask to see what other options you have and let them know how you're feeling, maybe more can be done..

She nodded as she looked at him as she was thinking about it.

Michelle: Yes, I'll go with you..